Life as we know it.....next stage.

Two receptions are over and done with. These past months since solemnization up until the past week has been one tiring journey. I can finally take a breather and am glad everything is over. I promised i'll do a review on both weddings but for now i'm not up for it yet. I have more greater exciting news to share.

I think you know what it is. ;)

So yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes I'm Pregnant. I'm still in my first trimester so by right i shouldn't even say anything yet until the fragile stage is over so please do pray for my wellbeing and for the baby as well. I just went for my first scan so that I can determined my due date and see the fetus and heartbeat and whatnot. It was definitely a surreal experience. The fetus or should i call it a baby now? was awake so the Doctor showed me that the legs were moving and i can clearly see the heartbeat, a tiny dot on the screen. It is still really really small around 20+mm in lengths. What shocking was my weight. If before I might be around 50-52kgs (i think), now i'm merely 45kgs.

The first few weeks when i got the news, i was so weak i can barely get up from the bed. I got carsick and well vomitted few times in the car. It was not a pretty sight. All i did all day was sleeping and lying down and I completely stop doing houseworks. I dun go near the kitchen at all especially when the maid or mom-in-law was cooking. I stop cooking for hubs, i hope he understands. I got lightheaded frequently where i see black dots while walking so i had to stop and take a breather. Seriously i was so so so so so miserable, i can't eat anything and i vomitted a lot and when your stomach is empty all u were heaving was air or i think some acid.
Eventhought i didn't do a single thing in the house, i still feel tired most of the time. I can't even carry Rafael around as he is so heavy and i was nauseous all the time all i wanna do is lie down.

I'm waiting anxiously for the first stage to be over so i can be my old self and most importantly for the nausea and vomitting to stop and for me to start eating again. Lapar gila nie!!!!!!!!!!!!!