I’ve been writing since high school and had numerous blogs; you
should know if you have been following me back then. All about high school,
love life (only one man for the past 12 years *gasps*), university life,
studies and arguments and girlfriends, graduation and work, engagement and
marriage even up to having a baby.
Don’t you feel that, you have grown up with me?
I missed a couple of years of updates and of course Audreyna’s
development (my feisty 3 years old).
But today, let me start with this second pregnancy.
I wanted my babies to have a 2 year gap between them, but
God has a better plan and decided that I should be pregnant this year. I found
out I was pregnant on Nally’s birthday. We were at Cameron Highland celebrating
his birthday. Because this was a planned pregnancy (meaning I’ve timed my ovulation
date, were keeping track of my basal temperature, were super alert to any
changes in my body every month, doctor’s check-up monthly to check on the eggs),
I had an inkling that THIS IS THE MONTH.
I didn’t tell Nally of course. I told him to stop by the
pharmacy on the way there because I forgot to bring shampoo and whatnot (
excuses, excuses), and later that evening as I was so impatient (I didn’t even missed
my period yet, it was due a day after), I did the test. At first it only showed
one line, I was understandably upset, sitting alone in the bathroom with Nally
asking what was I doing in there as he had to use the toilet.
Thankfully, I didn’t immediately throw the test away. As I wanted
to open the door, I saw a faint double line. I know it was a double line as I’ve
been waiting for more than a year to see that, so even though it was faint at
first, it gets darker. There’s no mistake. I AM FINALLY PREGNANT!!!!!!
I think that’s the best birthday present I could give Nally
this year ;) although he’s complaining he had to wait 10 months for the actual present
to arrive. This baby is due next month I can’t hardly believe it.
Current week: 34 weeks
Gender: A BOY ( I was quite confident about this as this was
a planned pregnancy so I was aiming for a boy, Alhamdullilah)
Baby’s Weight: 1.6kg
Mummy’s weight: 57kg.
This bit is stressful for me. With Audreyna the heaviest I
was, was 54kg so it was super easy to slim down during confinement. I was slim
during confinement and now a little bit doubtful I can get my weight back. I
feel so FAT.
This tummy may look small but I’m feeling so heavy, large,
uncomfortable, having backaches constantly and every day, every minute, walking
like a penguin, sleepy all the time, bathroom trip every few minutes, eating
like there’s no tomorrow and of course this pregnancy hormone makes me forget
things. I AM FORGETFUL these days. *sigh*. Oh, and easily annoyed and cranky.
Oh well, this post is long enough for my first 2015 post.
Hello 2015. You are almost ending and I am just starting.
And also because Nally told me to write again.
Love,
Aneesa
